Two things suddenly upended the state in which I had been living honestly. An aphrodisiac acquired on a whim, and a mistress who suddenly appeared in front of me to add color to my life. I was right, it's just that we met in a different order ...... Nowadays, I can also find meaning in my life because of these two people ...... The immoral behavior between us that we can't tell anyone about. I can never go back to being a wife.